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RYAN FITZGERALD: Man on the Town

 

RyanIt is not that Ryan Fitzgerald kept secrets from his family, but as the oldest of three children who had just found his own place in Manhattan, he was savoring some newfound independence. The clues were on his credit card bills.

Last month, when his mother opened his final bill, she caught a glimpse of his young, exuberant life. There were the excesses at Banana Republic, the golf games in Las Vegas, the gifts for his girlfriend, Darci Spinner, and textbooks for his M.B.A. work at Dowling College. Just as revealing were the repeated visits to the same cozy downtown restaurants.

"He obviously liked going back to places so when he walked in, they'd know who he was," said his mother, Diane Parks. Tall and blessed with gleaming blue eyes, Mr. Fitzgerald was a foreign currency trader at Fiduciary Trust.

He adored the Yankees and the Dave Matthews Band and enjoyed living slightly beyond his means.

So in August, when he told his mother he was going to a friend's bachelor party in Las Vegas, she advised against it.

Now she is glad he went.

"It made me feel good that he enjoyed the summer because it was the lastsummer of his life," she said.

 



Ryan Fitzgerald '97

 

RyanRyan Fitzgerald's family consoles themselves by thinking that now he is in a much better place. How else could they deal with their broken hearts?

Ryan Fitzgerald '97 was the kind of guy that people liked to have around. Good looking, easygoing, responsible. He had a way of bringing people together. Somehow strangers all became friends when Ryan was involved. He still kept in touch with his classmates from Pre-K and could fit in easily with all kinds of people.

Ryan had plans for his life. He had just accepted a new position at the foreign currency exchange desk at Fiduciary Trust. In fact, the early opening of the foreign markets is why he was at work just after 8 a.m. on September 11.

Ryan had plans. He was finishing his M.B.A., and had just settled into his first apartment in Manhattan. He and his girlfriend, Darci, even talked about a winter wedding. Ryan, who loved the beach, was only half joking when he expressed some concern that he would not be tan enough for it, and planned a pre-nuptial trip to Florida. Darci, in a letter to Ryan's parents, told them the names of the children they planned to have together.

According to his dad Brian Parks, "Ryan liked to play basketball, but he was usually the last guy to come off the bench." But what an enthusiastic player he was. At one end-of-the-season game during his senior year in high school, Ryan was called into the game. With the ball in his hands and two minutes left on the clock, he threw and threw "and hit nothing but air," recalled a buddy at his memorial service. Friends say he was incredibly meticulous, right down to the beautiful handwriting he attributed to the nuns in his Catholic grade school. He even stole hair "scrunchies" from his sisters Liz, 17, and Caroline, 10, to hold his pencils together at the office.

Ryan's mom, Diane, received a call from him at the office around 8:50 a.m. on September 11 saying, "You can't believe what just happened! Turn on your TV!" Reassuring her and Darci, in another call, that he was OK and on his way out of the building it is believed that Ryan was caught up in a phone call from a client when the second plane hit WTC 2. His office on the 94th floor was above the impact area.

"We don't know what he went through," says Brian Parks. "Perhaps we'll find out when we meet again, but then, what happened on September 11 won't be important."

Some friends held a party to help fund the scholarship set up in Ryan's memory at King's, a place he found on a spur-of-the-moment college tour he took with Essian Ikpe '97. He later proclaimed the college a "perfect fit." Friends and family will also donate a chalice to King's in his honor.

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From "Profiles in Grief" of The New York Times
and King's College remembers ...  

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